whoa

I dont know why i havent been blogging so long la. haha. one month. this month has been crazy. crazy start to the new year, so much information and so many new things that im having trouble getting my head round everything. when you think about things, sometimes you realise it was YOU who never saw things the way they were. Give and take really is give give give.

Tears, blood and sweat all for nothing. now comes peace and a long wait. this may seem cryptic but anyone whos seen me in the last month will know all the shit ive been through and i am hella surprised myself that i actually came out unscathed. I cannot however say the same thing for certain parties. how this will all turn out is no longer in my hands and neither do i wish it to be. what i can say is that i forgive you. even if you will never see this. i will always love you and i will cherish every moment we had. if you can forgive me i will love you like we had never hurt each other and hope to God that you can do the same. now all thats left is to wait.