hmm

I suppose I could start blogging regularly. It’ll help prevent me from becoming stoopid I guess. What’s left of my intellect is trying its best to cry out. It used to be a roar, almost. Now its more like a squeak. Like a.. Rusty door hinge. Or something.

Tomorrows Wednesday! Things are finishing, and something will happen tomorrow. I hope. Chances like that, I’m not gonna get everyday. I’m gonna grab it by the balls and show it who it’s daddy is if it’s the last thing I ever do. Ugh. It’s been dragging on for so long its like a court case. Well it’s going to end. And soon. I can’t put myself through this a minute longer than I absolutely have to.

Today was.. Fun. I totally forgot about everything and just had fun. Nothing in the back of my head nagging at me, no sad memories when I see something familiar or pass by a place. It was good. Yi Wayn and a magical 40-dollar One Round Wonder in Blackjack helped too. Heheh. Winnings from gambling are for blowing aren’t they? 5 rounds of foosball for everyone on me! Haha. This is a change. I really like it. Maybe this is what she meant. I don’t know. But this is a new beginning. Or so I’d like to think. Saturdays coming. That could mean an even fresher start. Oh boy oh boy oh boy!